It has been months since I last posted. This was supposed to be my new journal that I would post on regularly. Unfortunately, I could not find my way back after the last post. I’m pretty sure that I inadvertently unchecked a box on the Gravatar profile page. I still don’t know how it’s all connected, but the most important thing is that I finally made it back! I have an underlying fear that I might be tossed out, again, and not be able to find my way back without multiple phone calls and emails to the help desk. Fearful because there is no help desk!
I was finishing up my first year of grad school, which was a success, and each time I would open the site and click on “Write” up in the corner, only to be told that I did not have a blog site, yet, asking if I would like to create one. I just did not have time to follow rabbits. I’ve been out for 2 weeks now, though, and have been chasing rabbits ever since! Now that I have found my way back, I’ve been wondering if I should make this a private site. I’ve not told anyone about it, and am fairly certain that no one is going to look for me, either. I’m really not a big deal. It’s just that I’m going through some mind fucking about my relationship. I will have to resolve that part of my life in the not too distant future. I don’t want to, but I know from experience that it’s going to have to be done. I intend to work out the details right here. If, by some weird chance, you happen to be reading this, feel free to offer your feedback.